tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76377155218060617942011-04-21T16:36:46.516-07:00devilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403223015045595897noreply@blogger.comBlogger81100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7637715521806061794.post-12725704782316808612009-02-08T10:07:00.000-08:002009-02-08T10:18:25.524-08:00for the past few day i've been thinking... <div><br /></div><div>y ppl always have to wait till the very last min then they know wat is the most important thing to them?... </div><div><br /></div><div>someone i love have just been test have cancer.... </div><div><br /></div><div>i know it but i dun know how to react it...  </div><div><br /></div><div>even till now i know tt he only let 6 months to live...</div><div><br /></div><div>i still dun know wat to say to him...</div><div><br /></div><div>although now there is alot of ppl by his side... </div><div><br /></div><div>some time he wit still hide n cry...</div><div><br /></div><div>seeing him like tt... hurt me alot but i dun know wat to say...</div><div><br /></div><div>he is always like a king to me... someone i have to respect n love... </div><div><br /></div><div>a kingdom without him will fall...</div><div><br /></div><div>but one day he have to left us, we all know tt... </div><div><br /></div><div>so now wat can we do is to keep him company... </div><div><br /></div><div>every hrs, every min, every sec... </div><div><br /></div><div>we just wan him to know tt we are all beside him no better when...  </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7637715521806061794-1272570478231680861?l=devil-deepinmyheart.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>devilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403223015045595897noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7637715521806061794.post-59514501518710761822009-02-06T18:16:00.000-08:002009-02-09T06:18:06.202-08:00<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica">once again i felt left out... </p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica">they are the one who ask me out..</p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica">but i feel like one o them dun like me there..</p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica">tok to him also dun look at me..</p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica">meeting out to study also never ask me along..</p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica">do they really treat me as friend?</p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica">i hurt me tt i have to ask myself tis question...</p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica">i really do hope tt we are friends...</p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica">i start to hate tis..</p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica">start to hate ppl around me...</p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica">i know wat i wan..</p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica">but i dun know how to do...</p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica">i wan ppl to look or me... </p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica">i wan friends tt always ask me out...</p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica">i wan super super close friends... </p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica">now i dun even damn to say i'm my best friend closest friend is me</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7637715521806061794-5951450151871076182?l=devil-deepinmyheart.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>devilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403223015045595897noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7637715521806061794.post-41507433958693732312009-01-29T18:13:00.000-08:002009-02-09T06:16:17.331-08:00<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica">tis yrs new yrs...</p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica">money not as much as last yrs..</p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica">all because of the economy</p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica">but my dad still give the same...</p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica">how i wish to ask my dad to pack smaller..</p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica">but if i say he sure will get angry one.. better just shut up...</p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica">n same boring..</p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica">blackjack n tv only..</p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica">no win no lose or 5 straight days</p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica">tis yrs new yrs very early...</p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica">dun feel like new yrs at all...</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7637715521806061794-4150743395869373231?l=devil-deepinmyheart.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>devilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403223015045595897noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7637715521806061794.post-47197701490568368762009-01-17T18:04:00.000-08:002009-02-09T06:12:44.042-08:00open sch till now is abt 5 months le... <div><br /></div><div>for the first 3 months... i love it... </div><div><br /></div><div>all the of us are very close... </div><div><br /></div><div>but as months past... i feel something different le...</div><div><br /></div><div>doing thing themselves... never ask us... </div><div><br /></div><div>ppl tt are closer to us are closer wit others... </div><div><br /></div><div>ppl like dun even wan to tok to us... </div><div><br /></div><div>thought i say nvm lor... but it *ucking painful...</div><div><br /></div><div>more i think abt it... the more painful it get...</div><div><br /></div><div>but at least i still have the gal wit me... </div><div><br /></div><div>n not all of them are different... some still stay the same...  </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7637715521806061794-4719770149056836876?l=devil-deepinmyheart.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>devilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403223015045595897noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7637715521806061794.post-25954717221535232652008-12-07T23:25:00.000-08:002008-12-30T23:33:36.498-08:00Girl: hey whats up<br /><br />Boy: nm just listening to music<br /><br />Girl: i heard your getting you G.E.D.<br /><br />Boy: yeah i thought it was a good idea<br /><br />Girl: it is im proud of you<br /><br />Boy: yeah thnx well listen i g2g bye<br /><br />"Last message recived 12/12/07<br /><br />"Next day"<br /><br />Girl: hi<br /><br />Boy: hi whats up<br /><br />Girl: nm you<br /><br />Boy: i got my G.E.D.<br /><br />Girl: OMG!!! IM SO PROUD OF YOU<br /><br />Boy: yeah thnx<br /><br />Girl: i have to tell you something<br /><br />Boy: go ahead<br /><br />Girl: well i love you. i always have i cared about you and your always in my heart<br /><br />Boy: thats cool i love you too but your too young your 14 and i'm 17<br /><br />Girl: but i love you, age shouldn't matter<br /><br />Boy: i know u do and i love u but i found this girl and shes my age<br /><br />Girl: i just i thought......(crying, she logs off)<br /><br />The next day the boy turns on the news and hears that a 14 year old girl cut her wrists and<br /><br />wrote on the wall "Age never matters"<br /><br />The boy then recives a call from the girl he chose<br /><br />and she says "I'm leaving you for the one i love.<br /><br />That night the boy hangs himself and writes on the wall<br /><br />"She's right. Age doesn't matter. I love you and always will.<br /><br /><br />maybe age really dun matter... but still to some gal is not easy to accept younger guys... but if they really love each other... maybe there is not so many problem le...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7637715521806061794-2595471722153523265?l=devil-deepinmyheart.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>devilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403223015045595897noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7637715521806061794.post-82252962764213323132008-12-01T23:17:00.000-08:002008-12-30T23:25:02.415-08:00friend can said is very important to humans life...<br /><br /><br />one day u feel like crying♥<br /><br />♥call me♥<br /><br />♥I dont promise that i will make u laugh♥<br /><br />♥but i can cry with u♥<br /><br />♥If one day u want to run away♥<br /><br />♥dont be afraid to call me♥<br /><br />♥I dont promise to ask u to stop♥<br /><br />♥but i can run with u♥<br /><br />♥If one day u dont want to listen to anyone♥<br /><br />♥call me♥<br /><br />♥I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet♥<br /><br />♥But one day if u call♥<br /><br />♥and there is no anwser♥<br /><br />♥come fast to see me♥<br /><br />♥Perhaps i need you♥<br /><br />♥Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk♥<br /><br />♥or how close you are♥<br /><br />♥and send it to the person who sent it to you♥<br /><br />♥Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will♥.<br /><br />♥Remember♥<br /><br />♥everyone needs a friend♥<br /><br />♥dunt ever leave the one u love for the one u like♥<br /><br />♥ because the one u like will leave u for the one they love♥<br /><br />♥tonite ur true love will relize how much they love u between 1 and 4 in the morning♥<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7637715521806061794-8225296276421332313?l=devil-deepinmyheart.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>devilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403223015045595897noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7637715521806061794.post-39009809355313110972008-11-06T22:41:00.000-08:002008-11-06T22:41:00.260-08:00how long can a person not talk?<br /><br />noramlly when i start talking , i can't stop...<br /><br />but when i'm at home, when i'm alone ... i dun really like to open my mouth...<br /><br />for the past 4 hrs... i haven't speak at all...<br /><br />is no tt no one at home... my mum, my brother they are all at home...<br /><br />but is like i have nothing to say to them n dun know wat to say to them ....<br /><br />sometime they make me feel like there are not my family member...<br /><br />but more like someone i dun know n dun care abt...<br /><br />when then i can find someone who love me???...<br /><br />when can i feel being love???<br /><br />i hate to think tt i'm not being love but tt is how i feel now...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7637715521806061794-3900980935531311097?l=devil-deepinmyheart.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>devilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403223015045595897noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7637715521806061794.post-3241252648746751892008-11-06T11:43:00.000-08:002008-11-06T03:42:13.745-08:00ppl in my life think tt they thinks tt they know me...<br /><br />but they are so wrong...<br /><br />because i dun even know myself...<br /><br />i will ask myself tis question everyday...<br /><br />who am i?<br /><br />wat kind of gal am i?<br /><br />wat do i wan in life?<br /><br />till now i still haven't got a ans...<br /><br />cause i dun know for myself...<br /><br />wat can i do? wat i wan to do?...<br /><br />but there is one thing i know abt me...<br /><br />i wan to die young...<br /><br />jumping down, get bang by car, killmayself, hang myself...<br /><br />dun worry... i'm only think of... but till now i'm still living...<br /><br />because i dun have a reason to die...<br /><br />but when i found tt reason, i will leave...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7637715521806061794-324125264874675189?l=devil-deepinmyheart.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>devilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403223015045595897noreply@blogger.com0